i used to do a lot of cocaine. like, a lot. i got paid about $200 a week, and over half of that usually went towards fueling my cocaine habit. felicity is kind of based on me, with a few twists. she's probably more based on what i would like to be...or something.
i actually did have friends like amanda, adam, and madison. i even had friends like zac. it wasn't the best time of my life, but it made me who i am, you know? so anyway, i guess "blow" is just my way of...i dunno. reliving it. or something. whatever. i'll write more on this later - 'lizzie mcguire' is on.